BRM A.K.A Brandon R Music – Got a Secret

“Been a rough couple of years. I always try to put a front on that everything is good … but I’m not. A lot has bothered me from all the dying to everyone arguing over political stuff, these school shootings, family health scares, and my own anxiety and weird chest pains I have from time to time. It’s been a lot for everyone everywhere and I am no different.”

“The track is called “GOT A SECRET” … so I’m here to go and tell! When stuff like this is going on I tend to isolate myself and that’s not good. The video shows me in a padded room alone … but it’s time to share that I am NOT OK!

Lyrics
Come here close
Got a secret
Let me go and tell

Feeling crazy on the rocker
Man I almost fell

Where you at
How you doing
Man I never tell

Yo If I stay up on that road
Then I aint doing well aint doing well

Got a secret
Let me go and tell

Feeling crazy on the rocker
Man I almost fell

Where you at
How you doing
Man I never tell

Yo If I stay up on that road
Then I aint doing well aint doing well

V1

Keep my feelings all inside dont let em out they stay compressed
Let me go and grab my mask so I can hide im getting dressed
You cant tell, I’m not happy but I put that smiiiiiiiiiiiile on
Lot a crashes going on inside of me its like Pile on
Emotions and the stress got these Pains up in my chest
An xi etyyyy flowing up inside me Im not the best
Can you relate Maybe so got a message to relate
Im a keep on seeking God Open your mouth it aint too late

Go confess I cant do this all alone Im just a mess
Is there something really wrong or is it all inside my head
I dont know …Im a tell you this I really want control
Im a go and trust my God he Say come to him for rest
I Lay my head

V2

2nd verse let me give you all these thoughts
Let me take on a tour of what im thinking might get lost
Feeling everywhere, sometimes I be scared but im here
New Day New Mercys said a prayer Im prepared

Let me go take this day on
Sometimes it be way long
Going thru all these emotions. …. they aint on
Speak up let me say something
God said write so im picking that pen up
Maybe it help somebody who fed up
Picking that up man I got the antenna
Holy Spirit Said rap feed em that dinner oooooo

Let me go and bring you in the room
I can tell you how Im doing I can go and get in tune
With all these feelings that I have
Im finally here to go and chat
Not sure how Long im gonna live
Feel like im in a body bag God im sad